My emotions are beginning to run dry
I dont even have a way to fucking get high.
The one thing in the world that makes me happy.
You take that away from me and you will see
just how quickly I attack.

just been depressed, just like the rest. I thought I could handle it, but all I could handle was the edge of an extremely large knife. Just what the hellly, just ask my belly. 7 deep cuts and I dont feel but nothingness.

Happy Birthday Mom

(If I could write a letter to you today, Mom, it would be something like this.) Mom, I just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday today. You were born April 17th, 1926 so this birthday would make you, let's see- 22! I miss you so much. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I just want to tell you I love you and I would give anything to spend the day with you. There is so much I want to talk to you about, maybe a day wouldn't be long enough. Living here in LaSalle has me always thinking of you. I drive down the streets knowing you drove down the same ones. I go by the house you and Daddy used to live in and I just sit in the alley remembering the times we had there. You are so much a part of this town and my memories. I have done alot of soul-searching since moving out here. I know I'm where I should be right now in life. Getting to know my sisters again has been a real blessing! I love you, Mom

Happy Hello from LaSalle

Hi! Just wanted to say a quick hello and I'm still missing you like crazy! I would love to take a road trip to Montana. It is like the way Colorado used to be before it was over-run by illegal aliens,legal aliens, and space aliens. I miss Colorado then I think of what I went thru with the loving family and then I detest the thought of ever returning. I miss Jeff, your dad and the little grandkiddies. I would consider a new place for sure, and if the kiddies wanted to join me, then they will follow. I'm glad I came to LaSalle. It saved my life and really opened my eyes. I renewed the ties with my sisters and nothing can take that away-ever! Everything happens for a reason a season or a lifetime! The love never dies, just grows stronger. My love to you now and always. I will talk to you soon. Forever, Mom

Easter Comic Strip I found

I thought it was funny, I forgot to post it. You have to double click on it to read it.
-DMO

Feelin a little bit better, but not much by far... Coughing up all kinds of nasty things... it sucks... anyways, gonna go food shopping and head home... clean for a bit and what not... not sure if we are doing dinner and movies with the kiddies, but there are some good ones I wanna watch.. 30 Days of night, American Gangster or maybe even A Bronx Tale... Last nights fire was fucking awesome... made her and I really want to go camping... In a month or two I am going to plan a road trip to Montana to go camping. I've always wanted to go there :)

"Sammy"
I was on tons of Drugs sitting on Grandmas porch when I first saw this dog. He was so hyper I had to draw him :)
-DUSTY

WHO!!! WHO???

A creepy owl that stayed in dads tree for a few days... Seriously, I guess jen scared it away.
Guess animals CAN sense evil and deception.
-DMO

Altered states

Altered states :)

-DMO

Hey there!!! :) Im sick as a dog who licked a frog on your blog ;) i am icky sick... THEN, I was trying to go buy those foot patches (Kinoki.com) I think, they are like patched you put on the base of your feet and by the morning they turn black from sucking out all of the bad toxins in your body.. I went to check my balance on my Card and it fucking said negative $258.00 .. I flipped out.. I booked my trip on priceline.com for Denver (may 6th - may 10th) flights, hotel, etc... and they added on top of that a fucking 258 dollar holad on my card.. SO... once again Im fucked... Good news though, i looked on priceline.com for round trip tickets from SLC to Chicago and they are like $236 dollars yo :) ummm... think we could do that hmmm? mom, come visit me :) Its been like 2 weeks since ive had even one cigarette and i am just now getting flu like symptoms, its been horrible. I love you all and I am so happy you are all posting :) Damn katie, you look so different :) I like it :)
-DMO

Where O Where has my Dusty gone?

Looking for my long lost son. R E W A R D !!!! Last seen in Colorado.

damn it dusty!!!!

damn it dusty where the fuck did ya go?! haha u got all 3 of us me your mom and aunt carol all postin like we dont live within a 2 block radius then you just up and leave and no one hears from ya lets get it poppin dust your slackin buddy! ha jk but really though we miss you dammit! get your happy ass back to postin!!!
later big pimpin
<3 cuzzo katie

hey hey fam whats poppin?!

hey hey ya'll wats happenin?! hope everyones good better then me anyway. haha ive been sick as hell lately and im prayin its just the flu haha yeah no that would be bad haha sorry lil thoughts poppin out of my head here. anywho i officially got promoted at work today to a team trainer. hopefully ill get up to management soon. i could really use the money and we all know i like to boss ppl around haha ill be good at it. im just chillin at aunt carols house right now with her and aunt donna...its kinda late people are getting sleeeeeeeeepy!!! im hopin to get out of state to visit everyone in colorado and dusty sometime this summer....im startin to save up yeahhh buddy! here i come be prepared haha its a good time but anyway keep in touch dont be strangers i love all of you
love always
cuzzo katie
p.s. check out across the universe damn good movie straight up pimp shit haha im a ghetto bitch be jealous

miss you dust

hey dusty been an observer and now a participant, hope your good, across the universes was a mushy required flick, awesome visuals, and new appreciation for the beatles! love the site! talk soon. ab

Across the Universe

Hey everybody! Aunt Carol recently purchased "Across the Universe". What an awesome movie! They did such a great job with all the Beatle songs. If you haven't seen it I highly recommend it. All my Love to you, Mom