My emotions are beginning to run dry
I dont even have a way to fucking get high.
The one thing in the world that makes me happy.
You take that away from me and you will see
just how quickly I attack.

just been depressed, just like the rest. I thought I could handle it, but all I could handle was the edge of an extremely large knife. Just what the hellly, just ask my belly. 7 deep cuts and I dont feel but nothingness.

Happy Birthday Mom

(If I could write a letter to you today, Mom, it would be something like this.) Mom, I just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday today. You were born April 17th, 1926 so this birthday would make you, let's see- 22! I miss you so much. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I just want to tell you I love you and I would give anything to spend the day with you. There is so much I want to talk to you about, maybe a day wouldn't be long enough. Living here in LaSalle has me always thinking of you. I drive down the streets knowing you drove down the same ones. I go by the house you and Daddy used to live in and I just sit in the alley remembering the times we had there. You are so much a part of this town and my memories. I have done alot of soul-searching since moving out here. I know I'm where I should be right now in life. Getting to know my sisters again has been a real blessing! I love you, Mom

Happy Hello from LaSalle

Hi! Just wanted to say a quick hello and I'm still missing you like crazy! I would love to take a road trip to Montana. It is like the way Colorado used to be before it was over-run by illegal aliens,legal aliens, and space aliens. I miss Colorado then I think of what I went thru with the loving family and then I detest the thought of ever returning. I miss Jeff, your dad and the little grandkiddies. I would consider a new place for sure, and if the kiddies wanted to join me, then they will follow. I'm glad I came to LaSalle. It saved my life and really opened my eyes. I renewed the ties with my sisters and nothing can take that away-ever! Everything happens for a reason a season or a lifetime! The love never dies, just grows stronger. My love to you now and always. I will talk to you soon. Forever, Mom

Easter Comic Strip I found

I thought it was funny, I forgot to post it. You have to double click on it to read it.
-DMO

Feelin a little bit better, but not much by far... Coughing up all kinds of nasty things... it sucks... anyways, gonna go food shopping and head home... clean for a bit and what not... not sure if we are doing dinner and movies with the kiddies, but there are some good ones I wanna watch.. 30 Days of night, American Gangster or maybe even A Bronx Tale... Last nights fire was fucking awesome... made her and I really want to go camping... In a month or two I am going to plan a road trip to Montana to go camping. I've always wanted to go there :)

"Sammy"
I was on tons of Drugs sitting on Grandmas porch when I first saw this dog. He was so hyper I had to draw him :)
-DUSTY

WHO!!! WHO???

A creepy owl that stayed in dads tree for a few days... Seriously, I guess jen scared it away.
Guess animals CAN sense evil and deception.
-DMO

Altered states

Altered states :)

-DMO

Hey there!!! :) Im sick as a dog who licked a frog on your blog ;) i am icky sick... THEN, I was trying to go buy those foot patches (Kinoki.com) I think, they are like patched you put on the base of your feet and by the morning they turn black from sucking out all of the bad toxins in your body.. I went to check my balance on my Card and it fucking said negative $258.00 .. I flipped out.. I booked my trip on priceline.com for Denver (may 6th - may 10th) flights, hotel, etc... and they added on top of that a fucking 258 dollar holad on my card.. SO... once again Im fucked... Good news though, i looked on priceline.com for round trip tickets from SLC to Chicago and they are like $236 dollars yo :) ummm... think we could do that hmmm? mom, come visit me :) Its been like 2 weeks since ive had even one cigarette and i am just now getting flu like symptoms, its been horrible. I love you all and I am so happy you are all posting :) Damn katie, you look so different :) I like it :)
-DMO

Where O Where has my Dusty gone?

Looking for my long lost son. R E W A R D !!!! Last seen in Colorado.

damn it dusty!!!!

damn it dusty where the fuck did ya go?! haha u got all 3 of us me your mom and aunt carol all postin like we dont live within a 2 block radius then you just up and leave and no one hears from ya lets get it poppin dust your slackin buddy! ha jk but really though we miss you dammit! get your happy ass back to postin!!!
later big pimpin
<3 cuzzo katie

hey hey fam whats poppin?!

hey hey ya'll wats happenin?! hope everyones good better then me anyway. haha ive been sick as hell lately and im prayin its just the flu haha yeah no that would be bad haha sorry lil thoughts poppin out of my head here. anywho i officially got promoted at work today to a team trainer. hopefully ill get up to management soon. i could really use the money and we all know i like to boss ppl around haha ill be good at it. im just chillin at aunt carols house right now with her and aunt donna...its kinda late people are getting sleeeeeeeeepy!!! im hopin to get out of state to visit everyone in colorado and dusty sometime this summer....im startin to save up yeahhh buddy! here i come be prepared haha its a good time but anyway keep in touch dont be strangers i love all of you
love always
cuzzo katie
p.s. check out across the universe damn good movie straight up pimp shit haha im a ghetto bitch be jealous

miss you dust

hey dusty been an observer and now a participant, hope your good, across the universes was a mushy required flick, awesome visuals, and new appreciation for the beatles! love the site! talk soon. ab

Across the Universe

Hey everybody! Aunt Carol recently purchased "Across the Universe". What an awesome movie! They did such a great job with all the Beatle songs. If you haven't seen it I highly recommend it. All my Love to you, Mom

What up fam?!

wats crackin everyone?! Katie here out in LTown!! haha wow i amuse myself sometimes i absolutely love the people i hang out with haha im a gangsta bitches haha jp jp nahh anyway im still workin at arbys bustin my ass to get promoted but they seem to just like to kid around with it and its gettin pretty old lemme tell you. Im at aunt carols right now i missed my invitation to here again like a dumb ass sorry dusty! my bad! ahhh lifes been crazy lately so many different feelings goin around here its messed up man real shit. it amazes me and totally blows my mind all the shit that has happened the past couple of months it seems like forever ago and it hasn't been that long at all. I haven't really been able to like document everything haha which is probably for the best being as people can read this whenever they want to haha ahhh good times good times.. i can't wait to get out to colorado sometime this summer and see everybody!! i can't wait omg really tho ive been looking forward to it for so long its nuts... and im legal now 18 baby close enough i can get into places where i need to be haha ahh man i just keep seem to type and type...tonight im meetin my boy and hopefully goin to heathers house...but if not im goin home and my girl chelsea is stayin over. i have a picture of me n her and lexie that im gunna put on here... its pretty cute i like it anyway...then ill put one of my crazy blonde straight haired self on here haha yeah im a blonde now well i was kinda now its like half blonde half black cuz my roots are comin in haha and this really i dont think people wanna hear shit like this but everything i keep typing just keeps comin out stupid little katie shit haha oh well love me or hate me haha but anyway how is everyone doin?! good i hope! i miss you guys so much i promise ill keep in touch i love you all...heres my pictures too

<3>

Katie

Don't drop dead,it's me A/C

High Dusty,
I had to sign in under your Mom's name,cause my invite expired.Could u please send me another one?? I know i'm a pain in the ass,sorry.I really miss you and can't wait to meet your little Lady.So send me that invite and i will sign up and add some pictures.I love you Dusty,and miss you big time. Love A/C

Almost Spring

Hey you've gotta check out David Cook on YouTube singing Billie Jean! He is awesome! He did such a good job with that song. It is fantastic. I've watched it like 25 times or more. It is gonna be hard for him to top that next week. I heard Stone Temple Pilots wanted to sign him. I can't verify this info yet. Could be just a rumor. Who the fuck cares? I DO! Check it out on YouTube before you decide. Got to do some Hospital work all week. It's always fun to hang out there. Trying to smoke outside when they don't allow it anywhere on hospital grounds is not fun. I have to walk a few blocks just to light up! And they say smoking is fun. HA! I'm still working on the paperwork to get my license re-instated. I've sent something twice and staill not right. What a trip! Anyway I hope all is well in Utah. I just saw the new Utah quarter. Pretty awesome. I saved it just to think of you. Well I am gonna help Aunt Carol set up her account so she can join in on all the fun of thid blog. Katie was supposed to but the new croud she hangs around with keep her busy. We will see! All my love, Mom

Cool kids never had it better that what they have at this very moment. Every gadget that we could never have imagined, Imagine this and what is to come, I know I'm skeptical and I am not Dumb, but when I walk down the street I still like to stick out my thumb. Less than an Hour and then I can have a drink. Cause it will be noon and I won't have to think. Maybe I should take it slow, Sure wish dessert was a sniff and a blow, maybe I just need to go.

My colorful Easter eggs have risen from the dead

I colored them like Jesus's head.

On one I even put on a fuzzy beard

I know my egg is mighty weird.

-DMO