Morning from Utah! (Well, its almost noon, but screw it) ;) Things are going okay... Cant wait for it to start warming up though.. Its been gloomy and cold for a long, long time now and it gets kind of old. Going to make my famous spaghetti tonight and have a fire with her and her youngest. Should be fun :) On Feb 8th We get a bonus and I really want to get a Denver Bronco Logo on my left arm, and then flames coming off of it going up and over my shoulder (in yellow, orange and red) .. I think it would be awesome... Then down the line I want a big superman tattoo on my right arm with blood splattered around it like I was shot. THEN , lol, On my back up in the middle of my shoulder blades I want to get a big smiley face.. I think they would all be awesome :) Going to start with the Broncos though... Broncos and Fire.. My two favorite things

lol :) That is fucking awesome :)

I love you... your post before that is beautiful

I love you very much and will write more this weekend.

I keep seeing Elephants laughing in my face ;)

I love you Mom

-Dusty

Happy New Year

I thought you would like this. I "framed" it myself! Wishful thinking. His mother said if he crosses over into Colorado that they would lock him up for an extended period of time sooooo I can't wait to go back! Just thought I'd make your day and put a smile on your handsome face. I love your Bronco poster and the Smokin' mirror I sent you. My favorite is playing with the cans of snow., Nice! Have a great one and I will talk to you very soon. Hope your workweek is swift and your playtime lingers on and on.................All my love, Mom

Merry Christmas 2007

Merry Christmas to you and yours! I really hope you had a very merry and loving Christmas. It sounds like you did. Our family is spread around for a reason, and I truly believe this. When I was still in Colorado, no one barely wanted to see me. No one truly cared if I left or stayed. I didnt matter anymore. "Absence makes the heart grow fonder" really came to be when it became reality. Now I matter. Also, "You don't know what you've got til it's gone". With time, you get to see who and what is important in your life. Real love doesn't go away. It is always in your heart. It just differs in intensity. Some people in your life realize they miss you then they treat you better. Then they want you around again. When I was there no one cared. I was treated very badly by people that were supposed to love me. "Time heals all wounds". Time will tell. Now it seems like we all want to be together again. We all know what it's like now to be away from family so I think it would be very different when we all come together. Maybe we wouldn't fight so much. We all learned to be more patient because we have lived without each other. Maybe now we can live together and really love each other. I think we learned. I love you with all my heart. You know that. I love having you in my life. I am very lucky that I have you to love, and who loves me unconditionally. Always, Mom ps I hope this all makes sense. I'm tired! Mom

Merry Christmas to Everyone!

I love you all so much. Can you believe its almost 2008?

Where does the time go? oh where, oh where I ask yo?

I love you all and I hope you are doing okay. I miss you all very much!

Merry Christmas!

Dusty

I know the holidays get you down... They get me down too... Its even worse though with everyone being so far apart. Seems like we're not much of a family anymore.. The two with the most character are now at separate ends of the United States. One in Chicago , and the other in Utah. I get sad all of the time... And kill my pain with liquor and pills... My eyes look like an old vampire, like Lestat or something. Makes me look more mysterious I think ;)

Anyways, know you are always in my thoughts, and you will always be my Mother :)

I love you so much and I hope you have a Merry Christmas!

-Dusty

Merry X-mas from Utah

That was very pretty! Just wanted to say Merry Christmas from Utah... Just finished wrapping the last of her Christmas presents so I have a sense of relief. Bought a bunch of candy to munch on and got some beers too :) YAY, what a combo :) Got a huge box of Nerds, a boc of now and laters, 2 big boxed of chocolate covered cherries and 4 bags of Riesens :) I love those things :) Anyways, Spend about 700$ on her so it should be a merry merry christmas. I know its not about the money but I got her some cool stuff. I hope you guys are safe, stay warm and have a great Christmas! Im making a Turkey Christmas Day, and I hope you are too :)

Nothing better than turkey farts amidst piles of wrapping paper :)

I love you guys very much and I hope I get to see you sometime soon.

I miss all of you with all of my heart!

-Dusty

December

Just can't believe that Christmas is right around the corner. I just wanted to bring in a new month with a 'hello' from LaSalle. We are in the middle of an ice storm. It's just like being in an ice skating rink without the skates. There was 1/4 inch of ice on the car, at which I decided to walk (which almost put me in the hosptial!)

But I didnt fall-thank God! Anywhoo...Life in LaSalle continues without a hitch. I still miss all the family but I'm enjoying my first family out here. I'm glad to have had the time to be re-aquainted with my sisters and also to be close to where my parents spent the last years of their lives. I dont live far from where Jeff was born. Living out here gave me time to sort things out and understand where I went wrong. Soul searching-I guess! Have a wonderful and Happy December to all who read this! Love, Mom

Happy Halloween everyone! I hope you have an awesome day!

Do some treats, and turn some tricks!

Talk to you soon!

-Dusty

Lets not let that happen with you and I.

Please visit me soon.

-Sad me

Fuck the Boston Red Sox.

Colorado was embarassing in Game 1.

Hope they do better.

Fuckers

10 years

Hey, just wanted to acknowledge that my Mother has been dead for 10 years now, and I still think of her all the time. I would tell her I love her so much and I would give anything to have one more hour with her, one more day. I have never forgotten the things she told me and all the great memories we shared. I miss her deeply. I just want everyone to remember her on this day and always. She was loving, gentle and kind. Still missing her. Sad daughter, Donna

Just wanted to say hello to everyone :) Got the day off, get a root canal! YAY ... Guess its better than being at work :) Anyways, I'll be posting random pics on the other site today, so check them out :) Other than that I've just been working a lot... Just kind of worried I might not be able to afford my place, but I'll deal with that when it comes. Just all the little things you worry about on a day to day basis I guess... We all have our worries :) Right?

Bon jovi On my new Gigantoid TV :)

This ones for JOHN!

-DMO

Love your place!

Hi Dusty! I love the pics from your apt! I esp like the one where ypou can see u in the gazing ball. My other favorite is the pic taken in the bathroom. What are you holding in your other hand? Camera in one, family jewels in the other! I love it. I really like how you hung the pics. I cant wait to see it in person. Just a little "hi" for now. (I love that!) Always, Mom

P>S> I lost all my saved photos when they gave me a new computer. Sorry about the clowns!

Today is finally moving day. Please check my other site for moving pictures.

I love you guys! Hope all is good in your hood.

-DMO

Biggest Win!

Hey, I wanted to show you this from freeslots.com. It is my stress reliever from working. I wanted it so bad and it was top winner. Proud of it even tho in life it really doesnt mean anything. Oh well, Mom

"She Undressed"

Family seems to be so far apart
Maybe a funeral would bring us together again,
When will it be nobody knows when
So I will just write non-sense on here then.
I miss the way things used to be
Back in the 80's when we were all
Still a really close family.
Now everything is so distant and messed
She wasnt naked until She undressed.

-DMO

Eight Days till I move... Let the anxiety begin baby! I will just move, go food shopping , get everything unpacked and then make a list of what is needed... It will be everything though... Going to suck.. probably just have enough to get some pots and pans.. but Oh well.. A little at a time I guess :) Nobody has posted on here in ages... Kind of sad. Oh well, I will just keep on plugging along. Check on my other site for more stuff :)

-DMO

Yo :) Just checking in and seeing whats going on :) Got like 10 days left then I move :) I'm pretty excited :) Just worked like 8 days straight, it was pretty rough, but I made it. Now I have 4 days off before I go back to work. Pretty exciting stuff Maynard :) Other than that, just been laying low and what not, trying to keep myself out of trouble :) YAH. Right ;) lol