Old Photo I found

Better times. ?
-DMO

Happy 9th Birthday Sydney

Sydney Lucille is 9 years old today! I received this picture from Jens camera phone today. WE LOVE YOU SYD!

I'm really sorry

Dusty, I'm really sorry for hurting you with the words I wrote. It was really bad before I left Denver. With the recent news of Jen and Jeff fighting now and my trip to warzone Denver, i was already regretting the trip with all the Jen induced drama. It just saddens my heart that we aren't closer as a family. Thus, the poem. Please understand. You told me to use the site to express myself. It is just heartbreaking to read it outloud. I love you so, and I really wish you were coming home to Denver. We probably couldn't have gotten together for a family picture anyway. See, it hurts me. Love ya, Mom

I'm not even going to respond to that. Anyways, I hope you have a good trip to Denver.
-DMO

My new tattoo

New tattoo :)

-DMO

My emotions are beginning to run dry
I dont even have a way to fucking get high.
The one thing in the world that makes me happy.
You take that away from me and you will see
just how quickly I attack.

just been depressed, just like the rest. I thought I could handle it, but all I could handle was the edge of an extremely large knife. Just what the hellly, just ask my belly. 7 deep cuts and I dont feel but nothingness.

Happy Birthday Mom

(If I could write a letter to you today, Mom, it would be something like this.) Mom, I just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday today. You were born April 17th, 1926 so this birthday would make you, let's see- 22! I miss you so much. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I just want to tell you I love you and I would give anything to spend the day with you. There is so much I want to talk to you about, maybe a day wouldn't be long enough. Living here in LaSalle has me always thinking of you. I drive down the streets knowing you drove down the same ones. I go by the house you and Daddy used to live in and I just sit in the alley remembering the times we had there. You are so much a part of this town and my memories. I have done alot of soul-searching since moving out here. I know I'm where I should be right now in life. Getting to know my sisters again has been a real blessing! I love you, Mom

Happy Hello from LaSalle

Hi! Just wanted to say a quick hello and I'm still missing you like crazy! I would love to take a road trip to Montana. It is like the way Colorado used to be before it was over-run by illegal aliens,legal aliens, and space aliens. I miss Colorado then I think of what I went thru with the loving family and then I detest the thought of ever returning. I miss Jeff, your dad and the little grandkiddies. I would consider a new place for sure, and if the kiddies wanted to join me, then they will follow. I'm glad I came to LaSalle. It saved my life and really opened my eyes. I renewed the ties with my sisters and nothing can take that away-ever! Everything happens for a reason a season or a lifetime! The love never dies, just grows stronger. My love to you now and always. I will talk to you soon. Forever, Mom

Easter Comic Strip I found

I thought it was funny, I forgot to post it. You have to double click on it to read it.
-DMO

Feelin a little bit better, but not much by far... Coughing up all kinds of nasty things... it sucks... anyways, gonna go food shopping and head home... clean for a bit and what not... not sure if we are doing dinner and movies with the kiddies, but there are some good ones I wanna watch.. 30 Days of night, American Gangster or maybe even A Bronx Tale... Last nights fire was fucking awesome... made her and I really want to go camping... In a month or two I am going to plan a road trip to Montana to go camping. I've always wanted to go there :)

"Sammy"
I was on tons of Drugs sitting on Grandmas porch when I first saw this dog. He was so hyper I had to draw him :)
-DUSTY

WHO!!! WHO???

A creepy owl that stayed in dads tree for a few days... Seriously, I guess jen scared it away.
Guess animals CAN sense evil and deception.
-DMO

Altered states

Altered states :)

-DMO

Hey there!!! :) Im sick as a dog who licked a frog on your blog ;) i am icky sick... THEN, I was trying to go buy those foot patches (Kinoki.com) I think, they are like patched you put on the base of your feet and by the morning they turn black from sucking out all of the bad toxins in your body.. I went to check my balance on my Card and it fucking said negative $258.00 .. I flipped out.. I booked my trip on priceline.com for Denver (may 6th - may 10th) flights, hotel, etc... and they added on top of that a fucking 258 dollar holad on my card.. SO... once again Im fucked... Good news though, i looked on priceline.com for round trip tickets from SLC to Chicago and they are like $236 dollars yo :) ummm... think we could do that hmmm? mom, come visit me :) Its been like 2 weeks since ive had even one cigarette and i am just now getting flu like symptoms, its been horrible. I love you all and I am so happy you are all posting :) Damn katie, you look so different :) I like it :)
-DMO

Where O Where has my Dusty gone?

Looking for my long lost son. R E W A R D !!!! Last seen in Colorado.

damn it dusty!!!!

damn it dusty where the fuck did ya go?! haha u got all 3 of us me your mom and aunt carol all postin like we dont live within a 2 block radius then you just up and leave and no one hears from ya lets get it poppin dust your slackin buddy! ha jk but really though we miss you dammit! get your happy ass back to postin!!!
later big pimpin
<3 cuzzo katie

hey hey fam whats poppin?!

hey hey ya'll wats happenin?! hope everyones good better then me anyway. haha ive been sick as hell lately and im prayin its just the flu haha yeah no that would be bad haha sorry lil thoughts poppin out of my head here. anywho i officially got promoted at work today to a team trainer. hopefully ill get up to management soon. i could really use the money and we all know i like to boss ppl around haha ill be good at it. im just chillin at aunt carols house right now with her and aunt donna...its kinda late people are getting sleeeeeeeeepy!!! im hopin to get out of state to visit everyone in colorado and dusty sometime this summer....im startin to save up yeahhh buddy! here i come be prepared haha its a good time but anyway keep in touch dont be strangers i love all of you
love always
cuzzo katie
p.s. check out across the universe damn good movie straight up pimp shit haha im a ghetto bitch be jealous

miss you dust

hey dusty been an observer and now a participant, hope your good, across the universes was a mushy required flick, awesome visuals, and new appreciation for the beatles! love the site! talk soon. ab

Across the Universe

Hey everybody! Aunt Carol recently purchased "Across the Universe". What an awesome movie! They did such a great job with all the Beatle songs. If you haven't seen it I highly recommend it. All my Love to you, Mom

What up fam?!

wats crackin everyone?! Katie here out in LTown!! haha wow i amuse myself sometimes i absolutely love the people i hang out with haha im a gangsta bitches haha jp jp nahh anyway im still workin at arbys bustin my ass to get promoted but they seem to just like to kid around with it and its gettin pretty old lemme tell you. Im at aunt carols right now i missed my invitation to here again like a dumb ass sorry dusty! my bad! ahhh lifes been crazy lately so many different feelings goin around here its messed up man real shit. it amazes me and totally blows my mind all the shit that has happened the past couple of months it seems like forever ago and it hasn't been that long at all. I haven't really been able to like document everything haha which is probably for the best being as people can read this whenever they want to haha ahhh good times good times.. i can't wait to get out to colorado sometime this summer and see everybody!! i can't wait omg really tho ive been looking forward to it for so long its nuts... and im legal now 18 baby close enough i can get into places where i need to be haha ahh man i just keep seem to type and type...tonight im meetin my boy and hopefully goin to heathers house...but if not im goin home and my girl chelsea is stayin over. i have a picture of me n her and lexie that im gunna put on here... its pretty cute i like it anyway...then ill put one of my crazy blonde straight haired self on here haha yeah im a blonde now well i was kinda now its like half blonde half black cuz my roots are comin in haha and this really i dont think people wanna hear shit like this but everything i keep typing just keeps comin out stupid little katie shit haha oh well love me or hate me haha but anyway how is everyone doin?! good i hope! i miss you guys so much i promise ill keep in touch i love you all...heres my pictures too

<3>

Katie

Don't drop dead,it's me A/C

High Dusty,
I had to sign in under your Mom's name,cause my invite expired.Could u please send me another one?? I know i'm a pain in the ass,sorry.I really miss you and can't wait to meet your little Lady.So send me that invite and i will sign up and add some pictures.I love you Dusty,and miss you big time. Love A/C

Almost Spring

Hey you've gotta check out David Cook on YouTube singing Billie Jean! He is awesome! He did such a good job with that song. It is fantastic. I've watched it like 25 times or more. It is gonna be hard for him to top that next week. I heard Stone Temple Pilots wanted to sign him. I can't verify this info yet. Could be just a rumor. Who the fuck cares? I DO! Check it out on YouTube before you decide. Got to do some Hospital work all week. It's always fun to hang out there. Trying to smoke outside when they don't allow it anywhere on hospital grounds is not fun. I have to walk a few blocks just to light up! And they say smoking is fun. HA! I'm still working on the paperwork to get my license re-instated. I've sent something twice and staill not right. What a trip! Anyway I hope all is well in Utah. I just saw the new Utah quarter. Pretty awesome. I saved it just to think of you. Well I am gonna help Aunt Carol set up her account so she can join in on all the fun of thid blog. Katie was supposed to but the new croud she hangs around with keep her busy. We will see! All my love, Mom

Cool kids never had it better that what they have at this very moment. Every gadget that we could never have imagined, Imagine this and what is to come, I know I'm skeptical and I am not Dumb, but when I walk down the street I still like to stick out my thumb. Less than an Hour and then I can have a drink. Cause it will be noon and I won't have to think. Maybe I should take it slow, Sure wish dessert was a sniff and a blow, maybe I just need to go.

My colorful Easter eggs have risen from the dead

I colored them like Jesus's head.

On one I even put on a fuzzy beard

I know my egg is mighty weird.

-DMO

1 Day till Easter! Gotta love it!

hey there :) Greetings from Mormonland!! :) one time, at band camp, I totally shoved a flute up my pussy, like OGM!! I mean, like OMG! Ryan Secreast is a fucking pussy.... And like, so is Javon Walker! FUCK you man! Hope the OAKLand raiders treat you well! Fucking pussy
has been.

Thank You, Thank You!

I love the entries below. Thank you so much! It was so nice to hear from you yesterday. It made my day! Aunt Carol and Katie both PROMISE to be on here by the weekend!!!!! Yeah, we'll see. Could you send Linda an invite? It's muzic55@hotmail.com . I had a real nice birthday. Aunt Carol made sure of that. It was really nice. I love you! I'll talk to you soon. Love Mom PS It SUCKS to get old!! Thus, the picture on the left. Lol

Moms Birthday

Happy Birthday MOM :)

I love you! I made the font
bigger for ya! ;) just kidding :)
I miss you and I hope you
have an awesome Birthday!

-DMO

Nights winding down in this small but growing town, I go to Mcdonalds but all I see is that creepy fucking clown. In and out, If I were to scream I'd have to shout but then again I'd never close my mouth so whats a guy like me to do I do not know which feelings to show, till then I'll let the suspense grow.

-DMO

Howdy from Utah! Got Madre's Birthday off tomorrow :) YAY! what is she, 22 ?? at least she can finally buy some liquor, right? Anyways just checking in... I took all of my images off of here so I cant really post any old family pictures at the moment, so that sucks, But I'll bring some over here this weekend and post some old family pics.

Love Your TV Stand!

Awesome tv stand yo! That is one of the nicest I have ever seen. What a wonderful girlfriend to get you such an exquisite piece of furniture. I need me a sugardaddy! No doubt about it! I should be traveling and visiting my children and grandkiddies! What's up with that? I need to get it together before I'm an old lady. No, not me. Never! I love you lots and can't wait to see you up close and personal. Later. Gotta finish putting away Christmas stuff since it's like March already.

PS Check out this picture. Rats drinking milk in India! Ewwwww..........

WOOO HOOO :) Ordered that TV Stand... Gonna go pick it up here in a little bit :) Purty Exciting yo! Then I can put that table I have in my room or something. One thing at a time baby! Is it too early to Drink? Ooooops ;) lol. One beer won't hurt too bad I think.. Plus, Fuck it, its Sunday.. The day of Breast... I mean Rest.

Okay, Im back... Ate a bunch of Lemon Chile peanuts yesterday so that kind of hurt ;) Going to get a TV stand today... Im hoping I get this one:

http://www.circuitcity.com/ssm/Slam-Brands-Kari-47-TV-Stand-222283/sem/rpsm/oid/187304/catOid/-12892/rpem/ccd/productDetail.do

It would look very good with the TV I think.

Good to see you! I have to poop, 1 sec.

March. In like a lion....

Hey anybody! Happy March to all of you faithful readers! Now we are at least guaranteed nice weather pretty soon. Rain, instead of snow. Flowers instead of decayed brown weeds. Mating season, the best of all! Just a happy hello from everyone here in good ol' LaSalle. Thinking of everyone in Utah thru Colorful Colorado and into Illinois. (Wisconsin can be included). Love to you! Mom

My new ride!

Hiya! What's going on? I'd like to introduce you to the newest member of my life. It's a 1990 Toyota Lexus. It really rides nice. It can go 150mph! Leather seats and a window in the ceiling. It is pretty awesome and it's almost mine!

It has 8 speakers and the sound system is excellent. I love it. Anyway, I sure can't wait til spring. This arctic air is for the birds! (we just happen to be watching The Birds on cable!) I will be visiting Utah soon. I sure need a break from here. I work hard for the low pay I get. But it has been good for me, coming to terms with everything I have been through, am going through and will go through. Life sure is a trip. I just wish I had the resources to pick up and go when I please. I'm not old, just older! (As the great Jon Bon would say!) Now is the time I want to be visisting and spoiling the grandkiddies and my children- of course. Need to start playing lotto or something. Well a happy hello from lovely LaSalle! Stay warm, and stay happy. I think of you always. Love Mom

Sorry about that :) game on!

Morning people! Looks like a ghost town up in here.

(I see Dead people)

Morning from Utah! (Well, its almost noon, but screw it) ;) Things are going okay... Cant wait for it to start warming up though.. Its been gloomy and cold for a long, long time now and it gets kind of old. Going to make my famous spaghetti tonight and have a fire with her and her youngest. Should be fun :) On Feb 8th We get a bonus and I really want to get a Denver Bronco Logo on my left arm, and then flames coming off of it going up and over my shoulder (in yellow, orange and red) .. I think it would be awesome... Then down the line I want a big superman tattoo on my right arm with blood splattered around it like I was shot. THEN , lol, On my back up in the middle of my shoulder blades I want to get a big smiley face.. I think they would all be awesome :) Going to start with the Broncos though... Broncos and Fire.. My two favorite things

lol :) That is fucking awesome :)

I love you... your post before that is beautiful

I love you very much and will write more this weekend.

I keep seeing Elephants laughing in my face ;)

I love you Mom

-Dusty

Happy New Year

I thought you would like this. I "framed" it myself! Wishful thinking. His mother said if he crosses over into Colorado that they would lock him up for an extended period of time sooooo I can't wait to go back! Just thought I'd make your day and put a smile on your handsome face. I love your Bronco poster and the Smokin' mirror I sent you. My favorite is playing with the cans of snow., Nice! Have a great one and I will talk to you very soon. Hope your workweek is swift and your playtime lingers on and on.................All my love, Mom

Merry Christmas 2007

Merry Christmas to you and yours! I really hope you had a very merry and loving Christmas. It sounds like you did. Our family is spread around for a reason, and I truly believe this. When I was still in Colorado, no one barely wanted to see me. No one truly cared if I left or stayed. I didnt matter anymore. "Absence makes the heart grow fonder" really came to be when it became reality. Now I matter. Also, "You don't know what you've got til it's gone". With time, you get to see who and what is important in your life. Real love doesn't go away. It is always in your heart. It just differs in intensity. Some people in your life realize they miss you then they treat you better. Then they want you around again. When I was there no one cared. I was treated very badly by people that were supposed to love me. "Time heals all wounds". Time will tell. Now it seems like we all want to be together again. We all know what it's like now to be away from family so I think it would be very different when we all come together. Maybe we wouldn't fight so much. We all learned to be more patient because we have lived without each other. Maybe now we can live together and really love each other. I think we learned. I love you with all my heart. You know that. I love having you in my life. I am very lucky that I have you to love, and who loves me unconditionally. Always, Mom ps I hope this all makes sense. I'm tired! Mom

Merry Christmas to Everyone!

I love you all so much. Can you believe its almost 2008?

Where does the time go? oh where, oh where I ask yo?

I love you all and I hope you are doing okay. I miss you all very much!

Merry Christmas!

Dusty

I know the holidays get you down... They get me down too... Its even worse though with everyone being so far apart. Seems like we're not much of a family anymore.. The two with the most character are now at separate ends of the United States. One in Chicago , and the other in Utah. I get sad all of the time... And kill my pain with liquor and pills... My eyes look like an old vampire, like Lestat or something. Makes me look more mysterious I think ;)

Anyways, know you are always in my thoughts, and you will always be my Mother :)

I love you so much and I hope you have a Merry Christmas!

-Dusty

Merry X-mas from Utah

That was very pretty! Just wanted to say Merry Christmas from Utah... Just finished wrapping the last of her Christmas presents so I have a sense of relief. Bought a bunch of candy to munch on and got some beers too :) YAY, what a combo :) Got a huge box of Nerds, a boc of now and laters, 2 big boxed of chocolate covered cherries and 4 bags of Riesens :) I love those things :) Anyways, Spend about 700$ on her so it should be a merry merry christmas. I know its not about the money but I got her some cool stuff. I hope you guys are safe, stay warm and have a great Christmas! Im making a Turkey Christmas Day, and I hope you are too :)

Nothing better than turkey farts amidst piles of wrapping paper :)

I love you guys very much and I hope I get to see you sometime soon.

I miss all of you with all of my heart!

-Dusty

December

Just can't believe that Christmas is right around the corner. I just wanted to bring in a new month with a 'hello' from LaSalle. We are in the middle of an ice storm. It's just like being in an ice skating rink without the skates. There was 1/4 inch of ice on the car, at which I decided to walk (which almost put me in the hosptial!)

But I didnt fall-thank God! Anywhoo...Life in LaSalle continues without a hitch. I still miss all the family but I'm enjoying my first family out here. I'm glad to have had the time to be re-aquainted with my sisters and also to be close to where my parents spent the last years of their lives. I dont live far from where Jeff was born. Living out here gave me time to sort things out and understand where I went wrong. Soul searching-I guess! Have a wonderful and Happy December to all who read this! Love, Mom

Happy Halloween everyone! I hope you have an awesome day!

Do some treats, and turn some tricks!

Talk to you soon!

-Dusty

Lets not let that happen with you and I.

Please visit me soon.

-Sad me

Fuck the Boston Red Sox.

Colorado was embarassing in Game 1.

Hope they do better.

Fuckers

10 years

Hey, just wanted to acknowledge that my Mother has been dead for 10 years now, and I still think of her all the time. I would tell her I love her so much and I would give anything to have one more hour with her, one more day. I have never forgotten the things she told me and all the great memories we shared. I miss her deeply. I just want everyone to remember her on this day and always. She was loving, gentle and kind. Still missing her. Sad daughter, Donna

Just wanted to say hello to everyone :) Got the day off, get a root canal! YAY ... Guess its better than being at work :) Anyways, I'll be posting random pics on the other site today, so check them out :) Other than that I've just been working a lot... Just kind of worried I might not be able to afford my place, but I'll deal with that when it comes. Just all the little things you worry about on a day to day basis I guess... We all have our worries :) Right?

Bon jovi On my new Gigantoid TV :)

This ones for JOHN!

-DMO

Love your place!

Hi Dusty! I love the pics from your apt! I esp like the one where ypou can see u in the gazing ball. My other favorite is the pic taken in the bathroom. What are you holding in your other hand? Camera in one, family jewels in the other! I love it. I really like how you hung the pics. I cant wait to see it in person. Just a little "hi" for now. (I love that!) Always, Mom

P>S> I lost all my saved photos when they gave me a new computer. Sorry about the clowns!

Today is finally moving day. Please check my other site for moving pictures.

I love you guys! Hope all is good in your hood.

-DMO

Biggest Win!

Hey, I wanted to show you this from freeslots.com. It is my stress reliever from working. I wanted it so bad and it was top winner. Proud of it even tho in life it really doesnt mean anything. Oh well, Mom

"She Undressed"

Family seems to be so far apart
Maybe a funeral would bring us together again,
When will it be nobody knows when
So I will just write non-sense on here then.
I miss the way things used to be
Back in the 80's when we were all
Still a really close family.
Now everything is so distant and messed
She wasnt naked until She undressed.

-DMO

Eight Days till I move... Let the anxiety begin baby! I will just move, go food shopping , get everything unpacked and then make a list of what is needed... It will be everything though... Going to suck.. probably just have enough to get some pots and pans.. but Oh well.. A little at a time I guess :) Nobody has posted on here in ages... Kind of sad. Oh well, I will just keep on plugging along. Check on my other site for more stuff :)

-DMO

Yo :) Just checking in and seeing whats going on :) Got like 10 days left then I move :) I'm pretty excited :) Just worked like 8 days straight, it was pretty rough, but I made it. Now I have 4 days off before I go back to work. Pretty exciting stuff Maynard :) Other than that, just been laying low and what not, trying to keep myself out of trouble :) YAH. Right ;) lol

July 26th, 23 days left till I move... Not too shabby :) It will go fast.. I go back to work monday then work 8 straight days... Then im off for four days, work a day, off a day, then start 8 days again on. Should go fast.. Actually not 8.. I will have the 18th off (day after i move) then come back for 2 days then off for 7 .. lol, I know, pretty confusing.

First day off in 8 days :) I am excited...Slept in, showered, drinking a coke and relaxing...its nice :) I hardly know what to do with myself today.. I might just go lay down. I will take some pictures of this pineapple tree/plant that I am growing. Got it from a girl at work, she had rooted it, and I planted it. I tried to do that like 20 freaking times and it never worked... I got a new pineapple top the other day so I am going to try to get that going.. Its kind of a new hobby of mine... Its actually a real challenge to get it going. But Im sure it will be amazing in the end :) 6 days off for me. The lady I'm with is going on a 3-day trip tomorrow. Im going to relax hardcore and get some rest. Miss you all and I love you very much. Im okay :) Just wanted you to know :)

So much has happened in the past few days
It has been quite the Twister, thanks to my sister
I hope she gets hers cause I surely know that she will.

Awesome!! Welcome back!! Those fire pics are sweet! I really like it :) Good to see pics of you guys as well!! Today is day 3 of Jen and Syds visit. It has been a blast so far :) Took Syd on a shopping spree yesterday, I think she had fun :) I got Sierra (the Dog) this Chill-a-Bowl thing you put in the freezer and then put water in it and it keeps it all cold all day long :) We might go camping this weekend but I am unsure.. Been lots of Bear sightings. Anyways, I am out of batteries right now but I will somehow try to get some so I can take pics. I love you guys!

Check This Out

I was on Coast to Coast looking at the site about reptoids and I hit on this site I think you would be interested in. If you go to the site and look at the top left where it says John Rapoports Art it is strikingly similar to yours. But first scroll down his article until you find what he says about art and artists. I think you will find it to your liking. Let me know and you can add it to sites to visit. It's nomorefakenews.com. Let me know what you think. Love, Mom

Girls night at the drive-in

Hey again! You will probably fall over with me doing 2 in a row! Aunt Carol, Katie and I went to the drive-in to see Transformers and Oceans 13. We didnt make it thru 13, it was boring! The drive-in is in Earlville, a very very small town surrounded by cornfields. This place is right out of the 50's. They sell Green River soft drinks there too! Just wanted you to know I love you! Mom

Like Mother, like Son

Hi Dusty, Finally got my camera to work right and I wanted to show you my backyard firestarter. It kinda got out of control. I know you're busy with the girls but I had the time and wanted to post something. We had a 24 hour flu go around work and I got it late Sunday night. I had my first call in ever. (But I got it from my boss and she had it too!) Its going on 48 hrs and I still dont feel 100%. Just wanted to say "hi" and I love you. Mom

Me at Jordanelle Lake

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